Another Black Friday...
The discussion of new procedures (again) turned into a counseling session and then to a fierce debating battlefield.
I was brainwashed for a second time, feeling that it was because I failed to do well and even considered to give this job another chance until the fight broke out between my VP and my partner.
Throughout, I kept silent, lost for words as I know the more I say, the more she we will lose.
I suck at diminishing fire and I hate more not able to save my friend from getting burn.
FYI, the whole conversation lasted for two working hours.

The cold wind was blowing on my face (and mind).
I was listening to the slow soothing new songs by Angela Zhang while pacing back on the 15 minutes’ walk home from the train station.
I went into deep thoughts and attained some enlightenment.
I was drawn too deep into the picture which I failed to see the overall picture, too lost.
I abide and obey too much that I kept following behind people’s path, forgetting that I have paved my own route.
It is time to turn back and do it my own way.

Matured a lot, although I can never predict how much I will follow what is listed on my 2008 resolution because I can foresee myself going off track again when I get influenced.
And to reply to my darling, the “books” on my ninth resolution actually refers to books that will enrich my knowledge.
I got this inspiration when I flipped through my lecture notes the other day and realize that I forget what I have learnt especially when I am guilty that I did not study at all during my schooling days.
But of course, like what I mentioned earlier, it is pretty hard to be consistent.
Well, give me a chance to turn over a new leaf.