I blame myself for being cursed, wasting money on medical fees which is not under my control.
Well, as expected, the doctor cannot deduce anything and referred me to the hospital but I do not understand why this time round he is so anxious to get me an appointment there.
So Monday will be an extremely tiring day when everything clashes.
[Month end, start of 8am to 5pm work, start of university and now this]

I am not feeling fantastic at all – too many disappointments.
Some I feel I shall mention it no further.

And I actually can feel the difference between colleagues and friends now because the priority they set is different.
Of course I know there are exceptions where colleagues can be friends too because I treat all my colleagues as my friend even though they may have different idea.
And that makes me suddenly thought of what Kenny said before – friends, colleagues and affiliations.
To me, it makes no difference as all of them are my friends and I trust them.

I went to eat Korean food last night but not at my boss's place. Oops!


The 6 side dishes which I feel is average

The Kimchi soup there is not thick enough

The Pork Bulgogi still lacks a bit of taste

This is something new which I never try before - Spicy Ramen and Rice Cake
Very special taste and not bad...

This is my favourite dish last night.. I forget what is it called but it is the first dish on the menu.. haha

Conclusion: The place is crowded and the food is not bad.. Portion is quite big also.. Price wise, it is cheaper than my boss's place..

Another place I went for dinner a few nights before...
Nonya Buffet at Bugis - 13 bucks per person (dinner)


That stretch is the food. Yes, very little variety. So it is not recommended for guys with a big appetite. I tried all the food there and I stopped eating. LOLX.

When was the last time I am on medical leave? Cannot remember
Hope that god will forgive me for not consulting the doctor earlier (I know it has been months) and give me a positive result on Friday. (Just like two years ago)
It is not that I am afraid of injections, blood test etc.
I am more afraid of the results actually.

Anyway, I spend the whole morning today in the Polyclinic and the whole afternoon at SIM.
I am darn tired, even more tired at work because of all the stupid waiting time.
I waited for two freaking hours and I still did not consult the Room 15 doctor.
In the end, it was the Room 14 doctor who has finished his consultations much earlier and came to help on those frustrated waiting patients.
After that, I waited for another freaking one hour for my blood test.
Why did I do all these when I already got the referral letter to Tan Tock Seng Hospital?!
For a cheaper cost of course!!! Compare 19bucks (Blood test AND consultation) or 140 (test ONLY), which one will you rather pay?
And I really spent another two hours waiting and consulting at SIM to get my application half done and fees paid.
I need to go down to Orchard for the last application form (which I think is a very stupid procedure) done because I did not read the instructions properly. HAHA
And I think I am the only fellow who does not know.

Bridging is starting next Monday and I guess it will be another two years battle.
I had really bad dreams lately. Please don't scold me!! :<

I have a crazy thing that I want to do on my actual 21st birthday.
I want to call up a list of people that I knew from Kindergarten until now to chat with them.
(*laughing) I know it sounds absurd and not appropriate because some may not even remember who I am and some may think that I want a birthday gift from them.
Well, I feel that as long as my intentions are good, I need not purposely portrait any good image in front of them.
Who knows, it may turn out to be a very beautiful day for me.
But I guess the first words from my poly and secondary clique when they receive the call from me will be “CRAZY”. [You guys better pick up my call that day!]

It seems that I have quite a lot to do this year.
Apart from studying a degree, aiming to save 10k and find a better job, there is something more that I desire to do now.
Stay in a chalet. (Not for any occasion or my birthday)
I just want to wake up the next morning, go cycling and rollerblading.
At night, do some simple barbequing and chilling with my friends.
And I want to try the Singapore Skyflyer, I believe the scenery should be amazing up there.
And I have yet to learn knitting and make my own sushi.

Good Friday should be good right but ironically it seems to differ.
Maybe because I could foresee that I screw up all my plans made that day and I really did.
Throughout the BBQ, I kept really quiet and stayed close to the pit and be the chef of the day.
My colleagues were very concern but sorry, it wasn’t the right day for me.
But no matter how apologetic I am, I guess I could not change anything that had happened.
I may not have deliberately done all that and perhaps I just suck at arrangements.
Looking at how I am always late for everything planned.
But that night was still a little consolation for me.
My tiles were pretty good that night even though I still lose 25bucks.
HAHA or maybe it was because I made Kenny lose his voice.
Though I felt pretty bad but it is still funny. =X LOLX

Mad and I went to the Video Ezy warehouse sale at TPY Safra.
And I bought these 3 movies for only 32bucks.

A walk to remember VCD [2bucks] - A very nice love story although it may be a bit boring but I still like the storyline.

Take The Lead DVD [15bucks] - My favourite dance movie

Hoodwinked DVD [15bucks] - Why did I buy this? LOLX. Em... Maybe because I feel that this movie although stupid and pretty lame but it is worth remembering in some ways.

Sometimes it is really amusing to see how those immature adults fire each other with emails that seem pleasant but are obviously sarcastic to the max.
Well, I deal with all these almost every day whether I am in the cc list or to list.
[Even when I am just a messenger or middleperson]
The corporate world is such an interesting entertainment circus.
My colleagues said I have been trained so harshly that they now do see me rejecting to help people and firing back people with my attitude problem.
But seriously, I dislike what I am now.

And I am so money-minded recently because I suddenly have to settle school fees in the future.
I seriously am puzzled why she made the change of plans so abruptly.
It caught me offhanded and that means I cannot lose the current not-so-bad income I have now.
Okay, although my savings now (plus those I loan out) are not-so-bad also but in that case, I can never hit my 10,000 bucks savings by the end of this year.
Sob~ let me strike lottery HAHA [Provided I buy some]

Oh yes, I finally went to sing k after so many months of efforts to organize one.
But it was super tiring as only two of us went to sing.
Furthermore, we keep picking difficult songs for each other to sing, even when we sang duets, we are waiting for one another to go off tune or lose voice. HAHA
I yearn for more, especially with more participants. ^_^

BBQ at night later with my colleagues at Changi!!
Anyway Happy Birthday Dad!


Agnes's grandfather's chicken rice - available at all Food Republic Chicken Rice Stall

My acceptance letter from SIM UOL.. The fees are darn ex sia..

My lunch yesterday - cooked by my partner's mum

My BNPP organiser

YEAH!! I watched it just now again.. haha..

A very cute traffic light that I saw at AMK just now..

It can happen to anyone of us
Anyone you think of
Anyone can fall
Anyone can hurt someone they love, hearts will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
It can happen to anyone of us
Say you will forgive me
Anyone can fail
Say you will believe me
I can’t take my heart will break
Cause I made a stupid mistake
A stupid mistake ~

Well, yes I made quite a few stupid mistakes lately.
Actually I should declare I have been continuously making dumb decisions throughout my 21 years of life.
You may wonder what the current status of my resignation is.
Many would believe I finally step out of this misery.
But sad to say, I did not and I committed myself into further misery.
There were too many conversations and offers until I lost my way and forgotten all about my intentions of resigning in the first place.
I gave up the chances of moving to another job scope to my partner (because I fear I could not commit long term and waste their efforts) and promised to stay on to my current scope accepting an 8am to 5pm proposed work.
WHAT HAVE I DONE?! Sigh~
And so, she won again because she manages to retain two staff.
She was so stuck up when she received the fourth letter (for more details, you may ask me) and she went on playing mind games with us.
The more I reckon, the more I feel amiss.
JOANNE, PLEASE FIX YOUR MESS!

Bridging is starting and I have more sighs.
Not looking forward to anything now.


My dinner last night when I was feeling upset - Sukiyaki

This is our dessert - 1 large fries, 1 curry sauce, 3 garlic chilli, 4 sweet chilli, 10 pepper

Colin's cute monkey keeps going around the department


My treat for my colleagues

My partner acting cute

Hazel's textbook - very interesting book and I am going to read it.. HAHA

Why is this not mine? haha.. cute right this tissue paper?

I tendered yesterday. (I really could not stand the job anymore.)
BUT, I got persuaded by my VP to stay for another one month.
And all of them (my colleagues) say that I am weak.
Pissed! Why can’t I be firm enough?!
ARGH!! But I really cannot stand people using those ke lian look to beg me.
My VP did, that is why I agreed.
But I know I will be suffering for being soft hearted. Haiz~
I deserve this man.
The bridging course will start on the 31st March.
[Monday to Wednesday and Saturday 7pm to 10pm]
I am died man.

Sometimes I feel that TRUST makes you stupid.
TRUST makes you do silly things without thinking.
TRUST might hurt you deeply and makes you lose everything.
Therefore, beware of TRUST.
He is nobody’s best friend.

Not in a very good mood lately.
I did what I should but I still get myself into trouble and eventually it will end up being my fault.
Maybe I am just not vigilant and smart enough.

Oh yes, I went to Batam yesterday with my colleagues.
Well, it is a day’s tour and I must comment it is not suitable for youngsters.
We visited two Chinese temples which I sincerely went to pray to every Buddha statue.
I was super excited when I finally saw a Confucius Temple (especially when I am taking a degree this year).
The seafood lunch provided sucks, the Bintan one was so much nicer.
We also went to the biggest shopping mall in Batam but if you are really into branded goods but you do not have to money to buy a real one, you can go there.
Almost every single shop there sells fake branded goods.
I bought a fake LV bag for my mum for 200,000 rupiah. HAHA
I had no choice; there was nothing to buy there except for their famous Kueh Lapis which is 150,000 rupiah and you MUST spend all your rupiah if you are not going to Indonesia anytime soon because every 5 years when they reelect their president, they will change their currency and the old ones will all expire. [Crap right? Haha.]
The thing that I like about this trip is I get to experience something different and an overseas trip with my friends is very memorable too.
I took a lot of pictures of the place there, Batam is still developing and the places where we went to are quite kampong and run-down.
So everything is very special and new to me.
I just hoped that I could really get off the bus and take more interesting pictures.
(Examples: their hair salon, their so called 7-eleven, their S$3500 bungalow, their so called San Francisco Bridge etc.)
The bus travels too fast so I could not capture the interesting things that I saw.
(Okay la, actually I admit I am a bit slow.)

These are the photos I took...

Part of the San Francisco Bridge of Batam...

The seller on the bridge... They said I love you to my partner.. HAHA

See the motorcycle behind, there are a lot in Batam selling food and drinks...



The shops over there are all beside the road...

Some examples of houses for the locals...

This sign is interesting...

My partner's friend Meiting who is born on the same day and month as me...

LOLX.. the founder of SG Credit Secretariat.. My ah zhou.. Da Niu...

My partner...

Agnes and me...

Felicia and her daughter Ying Jie.. very cute right?


The group picture..