One back-dated photo (My best pal's 21st Birthday Celebration)


Well, apart from the celebration on Sunday at Yixing Xuan, we gave her a little surprise on her actual birthday by popping by at her place with a birthday cake.
In the end, because we were too noisy preparing outside, she knew that we were here and still have to pretend and wait for us to knock on her door. HAHA "-_-

I hate to admit that I have to retake.
It is kind of embarrassing to have studied before, a B&F student somemore, and to fail the exam.
I need more hard work and concentration.
But this was the first time I was so upset about failing.

And it is even more discouraging to start all over again (not referring to my M9).
It has been a very long time since I vexed over this issue.
I have never seen such depressing figures in my life for a very long time already. HAHA
I guess those days are over... Sigh!
Now I totally understand why did he become what he is now. LOL.

Time is running short and I am still not starting.
Sometimes I really don't understand what I am thinking.
I always had the mindset of not giving up but my actions are like retards.
I NEED TO OVERCOME MYSELF!!!!!!!

Anyway, I am sooooooooo going to watch this next week. Haha.
Go ahead and laugh that I am childish but this is one of my favourite drama okay.
From comics to taiwan series to japanese series to animation to the short stories, I love them all. : )
But it seems like nobody wants to watch with me, never mind, I shall make it my third "alone" movie.



And I have watched Money No Enough 2..
And I have a decision..
It is either I commit suicide before I turn old (LOL) or I will book a place at the old folk's home myself when I retire. HAHA

Home after the movie, 4bia (Thailand scary movie)
This is the first time I screamed at the theatre. (Haha usually I only jump)
I really freaked out. “-_-
On my way home, I kept pondering about the 4 storylines. LOL.
In case you seldom take night riders, apart from the NRs by Transitlink, the SBS Transit also have night riders now.

Though I know I should not be grumbling because I made a mistake of miscalculating my exam date.
I know, my fault, serve me right.
But even if I studied, I don’t have the confidence of scoring 75 and above.
I will try my best.

A few events lately…
Jack’s birthday party organized by Peiying at Chijmes

August Babies birthday celebration with my Secondary classmates which I reunite with lately at Mind’s Café where I was quite surprised when I was the only girl attending that night with 10 over guys (Some which are not my classmates) “-_- I just feel a bit extra.

Drinking at the Alley Bar with Angelia, Christy and Agnes

K at Chinatown’s Partyworld with Kenny and Angel where we chatted till almost dawn

Tomorrow should be the last event of this month, my best pal (Joey) birthday celebration.
We will be heading to Charlene’s teahouse. : )
Actually, I am quite apologetic because it seems that this year I did not put in enough efforts to plan most of the birthdays.
Furthermore, it is the 21st birthday of all my beloved friends but yet the birthdays seem just so plain. Sigh.
I think I shall put more effort and use more brain cells.

I feel stuck.

I shall blog at my fastest speed so that I can go off to mug soon.

I know, after two whole weeks of resting, I finally mug right?

I was busy okay. Ha. [Attending a few days of Module 9 courses]

I had a gathering with my cousins (Debbie and Ah Sun) and sister on Wednesday night.

Brought them to steamboat at Mosque street and then we went to sing a short k at a KTV Pub.

It cost only 12bucks nett with a complimentary drink and some food.

Even though the sound system is not as good, the toilet is not as clean, the place is not as class, the staff is not that friendly, the songs are very new and furthermore, it is cheap.

Then yesterday went to watch 12 Lotus with Ah Sun and my sister.

It totally sucks, don’t ever think of wasting your money.

Today I have no programs, tomorrow night I have a gathering with my Secondary Four classmates.

Sunday, probably going to meet my Wugui to Sentosa and then maybe meeting my YT clique.

I suddenly have the urge of playing mahjong. Ha.

My last round was in July before Kenny’s party.

And I need a Part Time job asap. Anybody has any recommendations?

I need a job with flexible timing because I still have a lot of compulsory programs coming up.

I think it is very touching if a whole group can sing this song together.
Each allocated a part to sing. HAHA. I am dreaming again.
FYI, this song is 12plus minutes long.
I finally found a song which is longer than the Beijing Huan Ying Ni Song. LOL.

古巨基 - 情歌王

(Song: Forever love - 王力宏)
爱你不是因为你的美而已
我越来越爱你
每个眼神触动我的心

(Song: 两个人的烟火 - 黎明)
最爱你的是我
否则你怎麽让我
否则我怎麽可能赴汤蹈火
你说什麽都做

(Song: 如果．爱 - 张学友)
如果这就是爱
在转身就该勇敢留下来
就算受伤就算流泪
都是生命里温柔灌溉

(Song: 童话 - 光良)
我要变成童话里
你爱的那个天使
张开双手
变成翅膀守护你
你要相信
相信我们会像童话故事里

(Song: 很爱很爱你 - 刘若英)
往更多幸福的地方飞去
很爱很爱你只有让你拥有爱情
我才安心

(Song: 我愿意 - 王菲)
我愿意为你我愿意为你
我愿意为你忘记我姓名
只要你真心拿爱与我回应
我什麽都愿意　为你

(Song: 好想好想 -古巨基)
好想好想　好想好想
好想好想和你在一起

(Song: 明天我要嫁给你了 - 周华健)
明天我要嫁给你啦
明天我要嫁给你啦
要不是你问我
要不是你劝我
要不是适当的时候你让我心动

(Song: 不得不爱 - 潘玮柏/弦子)
天天都需要你爱
我的心思由你猜
i love you
我就是要你让我每天都精彩

(Song: 阴天 - 莫文蔚)
开始总是分分钟
都妙不可言
谁都以为热情它永不会减
总之那几年
感性赢了理性那一面

(Song: 飞机场的10:30 - 陶喆)
baby baby baby baby　
O　baby　baby O　baby
是不是拥有以後就会开始要失去
我给你的越多
你却越想要躲
爱已无法回答所有的问题

(Song: 那麽爱你为什麽 - 黄品源/莫文蔚)
离开你是傻是对是错
是看破是软弱
这结果是爱是恨或者是什麽

(Song: 你怎麽舍得我难过 - 黄品源)
最爱你的人是我
你怎麽舍得我难过
对你付出了这麽多
你却没有感动过

(Song: 爱我别走 - 张震岳)
爱我别走
如果你说你不爱我
不要听见你真的说出口
再给我一点温柔

(Song: 让我欢喜让我忧 - 周华健)
就请你给我多一点点时间
再多一点点问候
不要一切都带走
就请你给我多一点点空间
再多一点点温柔
不要让我如此难受

(Song: 原来你什麽都不想要 - 张惠妹)
原来你什麽都不想要
我不要你的承诺
不要你的永远
只要你真真切切爱我一遍
就算虚荣也好,贪心也好
最怕你把沉默,当做对我的回答
原来你什麽都不想要

(Song: 用心良苦 - 张宇)
你说你想要逃
偏偏注定要落脚
情灭了爱熄了
剩下空心要不要

(Song: 祝福 - 张学友)
伤离别离别虽然在眼前
说再见再见不会太遥远
若有缘有缘就能期待明天
你和我重逢在灿烂的季节

(Song: 吻别 - 张学友)
我和你吻别在无人的街
让风痴笑我不能拒绝
我和你吻别在狂乱的夜
我的心等着迎接伤悲

(Song: 把悲伤留给自己 - 陈昇)
能不能让我陪着你走
既然你说留不住你
回去的路有些黑暗
担心让你一个人走

(Song: 征服 - 那英)
就这样被你征服切断了所有退路
我的心情是坚固我的决定是糊涂

(Song: 听海 - 张惠妹)
听海哭的声音
叹惜着谁又被伤了心

(Song: 味道 - 辛晓琪)
像你身上的味道
我想念你的吻
和手指淡淡烟草味道
记忆中曾被爱的味道

(Song: 我怀念的 - 孙燕姿)
我怀念的是无话不说
我怀念的是一起作梦
我怀念的是争吵以後
还是想要爱你的冲动
我记得那年生日
也记得那一首歌
记得那片星空
最紧的右手
最暖的胸口

(Song: 领悟 - 辛晓琪)
我多麽痛的领悟
你曾是我的全部
只愿你挣脱情的枷锁
爱的束缚任意追逐
别再为爱受苦

(Song: 月亮惹的祸 - 张宇)
都是你的错在你的眼中
总是藏着让人又爱又怜的朦胧
都是你的错你的痴情梦
像一个魔咒
被你爱过还能为谁蠢动

(Song: 我们的爱 – F.I.R)
我们的爱
过了就不再回来
直到现在
我还默默的等待
我们的爱
我明白
已变成你的负担
只是永远
我都放不开
最後的温暖

(Song: 你把我灌醉 - 黄大炜)
你把我灌醉你让我流泪
扛下了所有罪我拚命挽回
你把我灌醉你让我心碎
爱得收不回

(Song: 眼泪 - 范晓萱)
oh 眼泪
眼泪都是我的体会
成长的滋味
oh 眼泪
忍住眼泪不让你看见
我在改变
孤单的感觉
你从不曾发现
我笑中还有泪

(Song: 情非得已 - 庾澄庆)
只怕我自己会爱上你
不敢让自己靠的太近
怕我没什麽能够给你
爱你也需要很大的勇气

(Song: 你是如此难以忘记 - 梁朝伟)
你是如此的难以忘记
浮浮沉沉的在我心里
改变自己需要多少勇气
翻腾的心情该如何平息

(Song: 心太软 - 任贤齐)
你总是心太软心太软
把所有问题都自己扛
相爱总是简单相处太难
不是你的就别再勉强

(Song: Forever love - 王力宏)
forever love forever love
我只想用我这一辈子去爱你
从今以後
你会是所有
幸福的理由
forever love
forever love
forever love

Sunday signifies that I have already slacked for one full week. Ha.
Yesterday I met up with my ex-colleagues from BNP and proceeded to Changi, their usual BBQ place.


Today, I looked at a great deal of beautiful Wedding Dresses.
I still feel that bridal gowns are the prettiest clothing for women.
Disney Bridal collection

I feel that this model is very pretty, especially in this gown...
Something for Shevon...

Specially designed for Princess Ariel from The Little Mermaid...
A very simple, classic and elegant gown...
Definitely for Rubber...

Specially designed for Princess Belle from Beauty and the Beast...
For Angelia maybe... : )

Specially designed for Princess Jasmine from Aladdin...
This is definitely for girls like Angel...

Another Belle gown..
This is for Hazel..

Wedding Fashion Singapore collection

This gown is named Josephine and this is my favourite amongst all that I have seen today...
Personally I feel that this will look good in Mad though I think she will prefer something like below. HAHA

It is named Aimee. A gown with character... I think this will look good in Weiling...

Elizabeth gown... For Xixi.. haha

Grace gown... For Limin...

Snow White gown... For my sister.. haha

Something random, I realize that I have planned far more than 60 events and birthdays.
WHAO! Amazing right?

9.30am to 5.30pm M9 classes for three days...

HAHA something sweet but funny "-_-

joannekoo "-_- nostalgic + complacent + lazy says (6:19 PM):
wugui
dont get too far away from my life
LOLX
mad:- says (6:19 PM):
....
i am always here with u in ur shell

The rest of the conversation is P&C. HAHA
I love my darling wugui : )

其实我真的很怀疑我自己到底行不行。
没有家人的支持，没有好友的鼓励，看不到未来的路，我的选择是对的吗?
现在的我只能相信只要肯努力，只要够坚定坚持相信自己的信念，总有一天我会受到肯定。
老天阿!拜托，让我知道我的选择是对的吧!

Though I have an amount of savings now, but still, sometimes I wish I strike lottery and all troubles will be gone.
If I have one million dollars, I will
1.Pay off the debts that my family owe to my uncles
2.Pay off my Polytechnic debt
3.Pay off my university fees
4.Pay off my apartment installment for my parents
5.Buy a gift each that they request for my parents, sister, Black Friday clique, YT clique, close cousins plus buy one dozen of Xiao Lao Ban for Christy and a dozen of Oreo for Agnes. HAHA
6.Treat all of the above to a sumptuous dinner
7.Donate an amount to charity
8.Go Taiwan and Hong Kong for a week
9.Learn driving
10.Buy a family car and a GPS because I think I need it. HAHA
11.Save the rest of the money

好久没有用中文写文章了，一时心血来潮，有感而发。
没上班的日子非常悠闲，轻松。
真的很希望能一直这样过无忧无虑的日子。
好不容易终于决定抛下一切，勇敢的，自私的走出我人身第一份全职。
可是还是忍不住会回想，会担心，会叹气，心里还是会责怪自己太自私，把那重担交给了她。
我知道她很辛苦，也很无奈，所以我很愧疚。
很想问候她，想知道她还好吗，可是却缺乏勇气。
唉!为什么我总是缺乏勇气，缺乏自信?
好讨厌我自己喔。。。
现在的我也即将决定我未来的路，可是可笑的是因为又少了以上那两件所以又犹豫不决。
真糟糕。。。哈哈，我很可笑吧?
真的很希望我就像杂草一样，越龊越勇，有那种永不放弃的精神。
加油吧邱怀娇! 哈哈。。。

My job ended with a dinner at Shokodu with my department colleagues, lunch at South Bank with my team and the heads, Emeal with Agnes, a Korean restaurant with Selina, Muthu Curry with Anil and Ian, a Vietnamese restaurant with my VPs, Da wan zhou with Kest, a pink rose from Violet, chocolates from the guys, Awfully chocolate cake from CRI SCOs plus a volunteer trip to be back last Friday morning to teach the new staff without getting paid.
All of the waiting for nothing OTs, the getting pissed for being blamed for what we are not responsible for, the nasty self centered people, the depression of over-tearing is now all over.
But I have started to miss all the people whom I have placed feelings for.
It is just like what I have been through when I get separated from those whom I meet almost every single day. [Primary to Secondary to Motorola to Polytechnic till now]
My future lies on my decision now and also whether I am confident enough to do it or not.
Let me rest for awhile first.

Some back dated events and pictures.
My Wu gui darling’s 21st birthday celebration – dinner at a Thai restaurant in Yishun, the drinking board game and Twister at my house, the CK watch Sushi cake self-made board game self-made card self-made candle board as gifts.
Please forgive those imperfect details, my dear. Apart from that, hope you enjoyed. : )



Free tickets to Duck Tour with my Dad last Friday (Thanks to uncle derrick) - went to Singapore Flyer to take Duck Tour.
LOLX I know it sounds weird, the flyer is so beautiful, I would definitely take that the next time I go there.

Saturday Celebration for my mum's birthday – Dinner at Mandarin Oriental’s Melt the World Café with my parents, sister and her boyfriend.
The bill was stunning (S$524.95 before a 15% discount from my UOB debit) but that was not the reason for my unhappiness.
Sigh, forget it, I shall not say.
Apart from that, the food was good and quality up to standard.
Besides, their service was excellent!! The best hotel service I have experienced so far. (Compared to so many hotel buffet trips I have been to)
And as a bonus, we got to view the fireworks from the NDP preview held just in front of the hotel. LOLX