I kept struggling everyday this week whether to tender the second time or not.
How I wish I could disregard the consequences and the foreseen chain effect to the people around me when I quit.
I realize after half a year with my partner, there is a very special bond between us which makes us be concern of one another, making sure the other party does not get affected.
Oh well, I had swallowed everything down every time when I complained to quit.
Counting down to end of May where my long breaks will start or should I say it is the beginning of another misery – EXAMS and you know I know.

I am really amazed by my selfishness this time round.
Little did I expect that I would follow his footsteps to do what he did to the other party.
But I understand perfectly that I will be very reliant and lost if I did not do that.
Hope that my decision is right.


Steamboat with Charlene and Agnes last night at Mosque Street.
I did not know that Charlene's BF is a caucasian. HAHA so cool right?
Furthermore, she is so pretty and elegant.



Eunice's farewell dinner on Thursday night. Another colleague leaving. Hais.

This is what my partner drew on my bottle. "-_- A pig and a cat-look-alike rabbit. HAHA. I shall not display what I drew for her. LOLX

I have no energy to mug this weekend.
Darn tired now, maybe I shall try mugging later after dinner.

Jacintha's 21st Birthday Party
I was so amazed and shocked when her mother called out my name when I step out of the lift.
After almost a decade, she still remembers me.
Anyway, her new house is as big and special as her old one.
Luckily Hazel went too, if not I would be so bored as I am the only representative from Primary School.



During Maths class... Could not breath properly because there was no ventilation..
So I decided to sneak out of class for fresh air..


And I got a free Canon Ixus950IS camera, all thanks to Starhub Cable TV :)

My parents finally also decided to change my spoilt tv to this... (after one year of surveying "-_-)
Finally I do not have to hit the tv to get clear images anymore HAHA

This is the laptop that Uncle gave it to us when he knew that I decided to further my studies... So sweet of him... Even though at first I hoped that my mum rejected his kind offer because you know my character but this laptop was delivered to my doorstep.. so... Thanks! I still like it. ^_^


This was what my bo liao Baobei (Ms AK) did..
It was pasted everywhere on my desk when I came back to work one morning.



Something cool that I found in Angel's room... HAHA
She told me it is copyright. So NO STEALING!!

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5 Things I was doing 10 years ago
Studying at Chongfu Primary School
Monitress of my class
Score As for my Maths lessons and borderline for my Science lessons (HAHA)
Crush on my classmate (LOL)
Carrying a mountain (bag) to school and singing all day long with my song book

5 Things on my To-Do List today
Work 8am to 5pm at BNP
Economics lesson at 7pm
Listen attentively at class
Revise my work before lessons starts
Book appointment for haircut tomorrow

5 of my bad habits
Indecisive
Lazy
Too anything
Too stupid
No confidence

5 places you lived
Yishun since 1987

5 Jobs you had
Sales assistant, Gramophone
Waitressing, Jeju Korean Restaurant
General Worker, Motorola
Pro-officer, Bnp Paribas
Customer Service Officer at Habourfront Centre, Mapletree

5 people I tag
Debbie
Dorothy
Ah Sun
Hazel
Weiling

Angelia tagged me

I guess not many people will understand how meticulous I am when it comes to my favorite music.
Little do I know that the premonition and prediction that I have which became reality actually affects me so greatly.
But I am proud of myself for not bursting out when I nearly did especially before Angel reached Lunar.
After she reached yesterday, all my attention was on her and I forgotten to be sad for myself.
But I think others will find me weird to be upset about such a minor thing. (Only singers can understand how I feel.)
I am not afraid or worried that it may turn out to be cancer as the doctor says chances are pretty slim.
Although I strike 4D once before, I believe I am not that “lucky” to get that.
Furthermore, I am blessed with all the people that are concern about me. ^_^
Just that I am disappointed with myself that I have to spend money on operation and hospitalization again. ARGH!
And this will be the fourth scar on my body, moreover in such a prominent place! LOLX
My hopes of marrying out can come to an end already! LOLX (Just kidding)

I am rotting at home now because my colleagues do not let me out to go cycling, shopping and k-ing with them.
Okay, I know I am sick so I shall not be willful and to rest at home and rot. Sob~
I thought everything was fine after eating the medicine doctor prescribed to me last night so I continued my plan to mahjong at Kenny’s place.
Then after winning 40 bucks, I just slept. LOLX
Anyway the doctor tells me not to eat too much eggs and milk.
TSK! I love eggs leh! Haha.
I have been dozing off and sleeping all day everywhere in my house today.
I feel so weak now, later I shall go downstairs for a walk to refresh some energy.

My partner introduced me this Japanese Animation which is very funny – Ouran High School Club.
I rate it 4 upon 5.
Watch it here

School is really unbearable, especially my “favorite” Economics lesson.
I nearly skipped lessons last week because it is just too dry and boring.
At that moment, I miss my dear sisters.
If Wei Ling is there, at least I can skip one or two lessons halfway through or I will still stay on because if she not skipping lessons, I will hardly skip also.
If Madeline is there, at least I have someone to study with and to explain to me when I am lazy to think or too stupid to understand.
That is how I pass my Polytechnic and that is why I feel that this must stop.
I cannot always rely on others while studying so now I am forcing myself not to skip lessons because I need to understand and mark attendance when others are relying on me.
My darling says I am putting unnecessary stress on myself, which I know at times, it is really pushing my limits.
But still, I believe I can do it. ^_^

Next Saturday, I am going to attend one of my Primary school friend’s 21st birthday party.
I accepted the invitation straight away without asking who is going and it seems that I am the only one. LOLX
It is okay; I do not need company but of course if there is it would be great also.
Whao! Almost a decade since we left Primary school.

Whao it has been almost one year ever since I stepped into Singapore’s club.
The last time I club was in Bintan with Ken and Mad.
And I cannot believe I am so exaggerating that I even can sleep while standing and dancing. HAHA
I thought that sleeping while playing mahjong and using computer is scary enough already.
I admit old because after 10minutes of dancing, I cannot stand the crowd and the music.
That means I have not been updating with the English RnB songs for ages.
Anyway, maybe it was also because I wore the wrong footwear last night, some more my ankle still hurts.
After Kenny left, Mad and I hang around at Kandi bar, chatting.
Sorry darling, nowadays keep rejecting you to go out and meet you.
The cab driver who drove us back last night happened to be one of my Secondary classmate’s Father.
What a coincidence and it makes me even guiltier to say that other than my Secondary clique, I have not been keeping in touch with my other friends.
I remember I used to be very active and enthusiastic to keep in touch with all my friends.
But I guess it is very difficult now as my contacts seem to have vanished.
Work and school again tomorrow, the cycle just continues.

Please don't ask me why did I sprain my ankle. So embarrassing. HAHA.
And yes, it is my right foot again.

This was one of my dinners before going to school...

And I have no more space to put pictures in my office.. LOLX

I realise that my pencil case from Poly was so empty, I wonder where did all my stationaries went to.. So I went to shop at SIM's Popular and fill them all up.. HAHA
So happy! ^_^ Got discount somemore...

Neoprints with Christy and Agnes... (Not very pretty but still memorable la)

This was what time I reach Raffles Place MRT station yesterday.
I was early because I woke up at 6am.
But I am darn shag, HAHA.
I worked till 1pm and proceeded to NUH for some examination.
Do you know how the doctor did it?!
He poked the needle into my neck and started digging in and out for my cells. *Ouch
*Curse and swear* It cost 135bucks after government subsidy (i.e.300plus)
I was kind of traumatized and went home drop dead, rested for half an hour.
Then proceeded to SIM – my first day of school - Economics lesson.
I was late even though I left home at 5.40pm.
Anyway, I still conclude that I HATE ECONS! (Note: I was this module’s rep in Poly)
Comparatively, Mathematics lesson today was much interesting.
Even though I have learnt all these in my E & A Math lessons in Secondary and I was so confident that I knew how to do, but I still fail to remember the basic concepts.
LOLX! Sorry Mrs. Chin & Mr. Eddie Chua, I am so embarrass to be your A student.
Think I have to dig out my notes to practice harder. HAHA
*Wonder* Where have all my Mathematics genes go to?
P.S.: I am not bragging because this is the only subject I can score. HAHA

And I hear a very faint wedding bell lately.
Love that sound especially when it is from my friend! HAHA
My colleagues say that I worry too much because I actually followed them to the Yue Lao Temple to pray for my other half to come soon.
Even the in-charge in the temple says why I am there at such a young age? LOLX
Okay, I admit I KS. Typical Singaporean ma. HEHE