I guess not many people will understand how meticulous I am when it comes to my favorite music.
Little do I know that the premonition and prediction that I have which became reality actually affects me so greatly.
But I am proud of myself for not bursting out when I nearly did especially before Angel reached Lunar.
After she reached yesterday, all my attention was on her and I forgotten to be sad for myself.
But I think others will find me weird to be upset about such a minor thing. (Only singers can understand how I feel.)
I am not afraid or worried that it may turn out to be cancer as the doctor says chances are pretty slim.
Although I strike 4D once before, I believe I am not that “lucky” to get that.
Furthermore, I am blessed with all the people that are concern about me. ^_^
Just that I am disappointed with myself that I have to spend money on operation and hospitalization again. ARGH!
And this will be the fourth scar on my body, moreover in such a prominent place! LOLX
My hopes of marrying out can come to an end already! LOLX (Just kidding)