Monday – The new environment
At first I thought since I could even doze off in class, when I reached home lying on the bed, I could sleep right away.
I closed my eyes but I frowned.
Loads of thoughts gushed into my mind [why I cannot cope with work and studies at the same time, why I keep harming people, why I cannot quit now, where do I get the money after I quit, can I pass bridging, she moved on and I am very happy for her but at the same time envy her, why I cannot be up to the standard like her, why am I sick and still working, why I cannot find anyone to talk to in such wee hours (everybody has their own problems), why i always have so much responsibilities, why i always have so much difficulties taking mc and leave etc. etc.]
After struggling for half an hour of pumping questions into my head, I sat up straight and my bed and started crying like a three year old kid.
I really mean a three year old kid. [Go and observe how they cry for someone to notice them and you will understand.]
After 15minutes of crying like a baby, my mind went blank for an hour until I concussed.

Conclusion: I think too much. HAHA Just a bit stressed up