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new job.
pass M9.
pass M5.
pass HI.
pass M8.
go cycling.
master rollerblading.
perfume (from my sister).
try singapore flyer.
clear poly debts.
eye cream.
honours.
successful party.
key pendant from Father.
S.H.E's new album.





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BF1: Joseph
BF2: Qamarul
BF3: Shevon
BF7: Weiling
BF9: Angelia
BF10: Kenny
Cousin: Boonsun
Cousin: Debbie
Cousin: Dorothy
Sis: Joyce
Guides: Jiakhee
YT clique: Hazel
YT clique: Xixi
YTSS: Sheena
TEP: Soekuan
Motorola: Dennis
Food: Food
BNPP: Mandy


Sunday, July 20, 2008
Another week has past and 9 more freaking days to end of work.
Everyone kept questioning me “What I want to do next?”
And my answer will always be “I don’t know!”
Not that I have not give this a thought, it is just that I am afraid of stepping into the wrong route again.
I certainly do not wish to make a hasty decision again.

At times one really hopes that I never said this, I never said that.
Sometimes, there may be no obligation to whatever that was said.
But it may just indirectly cause people to dislike some things and no matter how much one tried to salvage, people just could not get off the impression of what was once told.
It is just like you killed someone, there will always be a criminal record.
Moral: Always think of the consequences before you speak or maybe one shall not speak at all

Kenny said to me this morning that I am the wrong person to be sober.
The thing that is ironic is I only lose my phone when I am sober!
Gosh! Angel even amazingly looked at me and said why I seem to feel nothing.
I guess I was too busy at that moment and I knew there was no hope at all to retrieve my phone back.
Upset because I lost all my contacts, I lost my favorite phone (K810i) and I need to spend money again.
Argh! Everything just sucks! I can foresee all the naggings coming again which I think will make me feel worse.
I just feel like isolating myself but I cannot.