chatters!

Everyone kept questioning me “What I want to do next?”
And my answer will always be “I don’t know!”
Not that I have not give this a thought, it is just that I am afraid of stepping into the wrong route again.
I certainly do not wish to make a hasty decision again.
At times one really hopes that I never said this, I never said that.
Sometimes, there may be no obligation to whatever that was said.
But it may just indirectly cause people to dislike some things and no matter how much one tried to salvage, people just could not get off the impression of what was once told.
It is just like you killed someone, there will always be a criminal record.
Moral: Always think of the consequences before you speak or maybe one shall not speak at all
Kenny said to me this morning that I am the wrong person to be sober.
The thing that is ironic is I only lose my phone when I am sober!
Gosh! Angel even amazingly looked at me and said why I seem to feel nothing.
I guess I was too busy at that moment and I knew there was no hope at all to retrieve my phone back.
Upset because I lost all my contacts, I lost my favorite phone (K810i) and I need to spend money again.
Argh! Everything just sucks! I can foresee all the naggings coming again which I think will make me feel worse.
I just feel like isolating myself but I cannot.